| ugly photos! BAH. |
[Jan. 12th, 2009|09:09 am] |
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Photos taken on my birthday. Surprise in the late afternoon, I was taking a short nap from my very sleepless night/day. Gross, my hair and face, now they're tagged on my facebook photos. z. At least, you can see the nice scenery, the back of my house.
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[Jan. 8th, 2009|11:04 pm] |
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Haha, I'm such an asshole but Scarlett's Birthday celebration is already updated in her blog! Please go see, it's so nice! http://jamaicanbeans.blogspot.com.
Canoe chalet was... hmm.. ...
I got drunk and kept calling out for Adeline as my K2 partner.. and.. and..
I puked like mad and... Yusri saw me shitting... and.. I snored. Okay. Stop.
Not in this pic but in another, but I look like shit in there so yea, whatever.
So anyway, I'm back with Yus again. Sorry for the controversy, but you see, I tried, but I couldn't start the other. Okay, shut up if it is anything negative, you can just go f yourself.
Marathon Competition was cancelled for us as coach had decided that we aren't ready I guess. So we're not of any configuration(so baky! please come back!).
I might get a job at Renaldo's! WARGHHH Pastry/fats max but so good! weeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
I'm 18 this year. Like finally. |
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| Twilight Saga |
[Jan. 6th, 2009|12:06 pm] |
Watched Twilight twrice.
I have New Moon, done reading.
I need Eclipse for my own(borrowed Gerald's).
I have Breaking Dawn, waiting.
I want Midnight Sun, out.
exciting. brrrrr. |
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| How could I be so heartless? |
[Dec. 28th, 2008|10:21 pm] |
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I've been spending so much time in the waters, I don't even think straight now because I don't have the time to think. I keep blurting out stupid things. I keep swearing like it can't get any worse anymore. It's getting more screwd. I'm sorry. I really don't want to lose this. I shouldn't have done all this shit. How to explain myself now? No one understands now huh, not even you. How would you understand anyway, I created this shit.
Crushed, crushed, crushed.
haha. shut up cath. |
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| so tired of this. |
[Dec. 21st, 2008|10:41 pm] |
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| | confused | ] |
Been searching through. Been trying of finding answers to my heart. Maybe I'm not ready for this. I'm not afraid of commitment, I just can't. My heart is in such a mess. It's not that I don't wanna, I just can't. Surge of emotions, I'd say. Who'll really understand now? Maybe I'm the fool, throwing my heart into this mess. I'm so stuck now, ouch, it's killing me. I need a break that I don't want. Compensation?
because, you mean so much to me. but what do I mean to you?
Scarlett's birthday celebration to be updated soon! |
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| WOO. |
[Dec. 17th, 2008|11:03 pm] |
Marathon partner, tentatively is adeline! In a K2. I'm exhilarated actually, to be able to paddle with her and on a foreign boat, liangjin. She's really happy to be out of a K1 too. So yea, this opportunity is one I need to savour. Guess I need to get use to adeline and vice versa, hope we'll do good! :D
Please watch Twilight. Super hot.
Life sucks cos.. - My hair very dry.
- My stomach is always bulging.
- I want a new piercing.
- I closed my eyebrow piercing if you didn't know.
- I have no $$$.
- I have no job.
- My life is not good.
Important : - This Saturday is Scarlett's birthday
- Next Thursday(Christmas) is Hairul's birthday
- Tomorrow is land training.
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| Sunday |
[Dec. 14th, 2008|09:00 pm] |
Dinner with parents and spent the afternoon watching movies. Holidays are finally here, NO Refucklection Journal!!!
WATER TRAINING SEEMS TO TAKE FOREVER TO COME. It's mental torture man. I can't believe I'm aching for it. Woah, at least there's land training tomorrow, the fats I've accumulated wouldn't help much tomorrow though. The week ahead is going to be so packed. Ah great, so much for holidays.
Went for a little trim, my hair's thinner now. Finally, some beauty treatment or whatever you call it. Also bought candles to burn while I enjoy the night. It brings about a sense of tranquility I guess? OH AND FFFFFFFF, SEACC ended even before I thought of searching the itinerary. :(
Okay Bye Life. |
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| Standard Chartered Marathon |
[Dec. 9th, 2008|11:22 pm] |
Half Marathon 21.2km, completed with fat Jerrold! I swear, if you check my timing, I would have clocked a much better timing.
I was a substitute for Millenia Institute's Lee Pei Mun Jacklyn, so technically, I represented MI! haha. 42km, here you come man! Adidas Sundown.
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| comment please. |
[Dec. 4th, 2008|11:08 pm] |
| [ | Tags | | | how? | ] |
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If this is my blog's banner. |
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| boycott the gay company |
[Dec. 3rd, 2008|06:50 pm] |
| [ | Tags | | | fuck. | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  aggravated | ] |
because he's some malaysian pussy, gay emotional fuck that is ridiculous. do not get swoon by such gay propaganda. |
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| BEST WEEKEND OF MY LIFE. |
[Dec. 1st, 2008|02:10 pm] |
Click to enlarge, me in middle!
So yes..... Many heard I got Bronze for K1 500m. YES I DID.
You know what.
I had a shot, and I made it count. All the training was so worth it.
All that I have achieved from the competition, be it the medal or the experience, I must thank my Team for standing with me. Without all of you, the bronze would not have been possible. Much thanks to all that have guided me, Coach, Captains and Seniors. Also, to friends(Scarlett, Jerrold, Yi Peng, Yusri and Zamree), and fellow year 1 paddlers, thanks for ALL the support! My journey in Sprint Canoeing has just started and it has been one hell of a great one. I will continue to work hard and bring glory to RPC. :D
Winning Girls Overall Champ. :D
RPC <3!
More pics in the following posts k.
Moving on, the next day was my Birthday. HELLO SEVENTEEN 17! Spent the whole night/morning with Canoe, shisha and drank. Morning/early afternoon with extended family. AND afternoon till Night with BEST FRIENDS(LOBBY 4).
They gave me a surprise while I was taking a nap. They are the bomb yo. haha. Love you guys :D
<3 click to enlarge to see pictures.
Also got a dozen plus balloons, a rose softtoy, another flower softtoy, a top, a pair of shoes and lots of love.
All 4 of us even have new friendship representation. A ring shaped pendant!
Thank God again, for I have the best friends on Earth. :)
To others, Thanks for all the wishes people!
Love.
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| soundtrack of my summer |
[Nov. 27th, 2008|10:27 pm] |
Pol-ite is just in 1 day and many hours. Freak, I'm afraid and all jittery. I absolutely want to win my first race because I've got no reason to lose. Winning something I have worked hard for will definitely be the best birthday present in these 17 years. Just one shot and I've got to make it count. Virgin competition leh.
So much has happened over this period of harsh training. I'm sorry I had to leave, I hope things lighten up. Let's make this Saturday a happy one aites? :D I might be changing to Blogger soon. I can't seem to write in Lj. :\
P/s : won't be home at 12am on 30th nov. If intending to surprise, got to contact me by hpppppp. |
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| random |
[Nov. 23rd, 2008|11:53 pm] |
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| | Is It You? - Cassie | ] |
I'm looking for someone to share my pain
Someone who I can run to
Who will stay with me when it rains
Someone who I can cry with through the night
Someone who I can trust whose heart is right
And I'm looking for someone
And I'm looking for someone who understands
How I feel
Someone who can keep it real
And who knows the way
The way I like to have it my way
And I'm looking for someone who takes me there
Wants to share
Shows he cares
Thinking you're the one that I've been waiting for |
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| another friday. |
[Nov. 22nd, 2008|12:03 am] |
Met up with Lobby 4 at town.
Starbucks-ed around 10pm and played word challenge.
All of us together. v^^v
BIG THANKS TO SCARLETT AND JERJER.
TRAINING TOMORROW. CIAOS. HAVE A GREAT NIGHT. |
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| proof that jerrold slimed down. |
[Nov. 20th, 2008|11:24 am] |
| [ | Tags | | | so tired | ] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | W35M again | ] |
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| | tired | ] |
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| | Johari Window - Plain sunset | ] |
SEE. HIS FAT FACE BEFORE AND NOT SO FAT AFTER.
ALL THANKS TO ME. THANKS.
9 DAYS TO POL-ITE
PPPFFFFFFFTTTTTT!!
OAKLEYS GOT HURT _|_ :| |
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| pol-ite |
[Nov. 14th, 2008|09:58 am] |
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| | W35M again | ] |
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Just freaking 15 days to polite. My mind is not ready. I need to do my best and I will, I must.!@#$%^ Help!!!! |
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| I am crazyyyy |
[Nov. 11th, 2008|10:14 am] |
Hell yeah.
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Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are. |
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| I'm to be blamed |
[Nov. 10th, 2008|11:02 pm] |
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I would be lying if i said I'm fine.
I would be lying if I said I still Loved.
I would be lying if I said you are Forgotten.
I would be lying if I... |
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| HSM3 sucks. |
[Oct. 29th, 2008|11:31 pm] |
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And I watched it with these 2.
Captions up soon. sleepy now! |
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[Oct. 28th, 2008|11:04 pm] |
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it hurts. everytime you look away.
im hungry, i didnt have dinner. |
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| After training (Part 1) |
[Oct. 27th, 2008|12:48 am] |
Irritatings say hello! v^^v
Guys after doing pullups + fishy.
Junior/Senior girls
Streching
Angeline :D
As usual, the photographer will have minimum pictures of herself.
Half the Junior Girls!
Check out Yong Ann.
Senior Girls.
Senior girls + cute Litong.
:D
Junior/Senior guys.
Plus Fishy and Bern.
K4 gays
See what I mean?
Spastic, I wrote senior/junior for like more than 2 times. More to come!~ |
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| aye. |
[Oct. 22nd, 2008|03:56 pm] |
| [ | Tags | | | 我是华人 | ] |
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| | W35M | ] |
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| | fat | ] |
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| | classmates talking about pricing factors | ] |
JerJer was 10000000000km away but thought of me when he saw this. Aw. Always love you fat bitch! :D
I totally betrayed the slogan by eating a shit load of fats today in class. Training really hard later! 来!
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| karma |
[Oct. 21st, 2008|10:15 pm] |
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Someone's all infuriated and upset over someone copying her stuff. Man, it's not as if you are such a big superstar that you have to show the whole world someone has plagiarised your shit. Yea, S-H-I-T. You've done the same and hell, look at how disgusting you are, realised how infuriating it is? Now you're just seeing lamer version of yourself. Still lying, you aren't any better. Stucked up pathetic bitch. |
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[Oct. 15th, 2008|10:29 pm] |
Several people from the "past" I've met over the weeks said I've gotten bigger/fitter/fatter. Even my mum who kept complaining I was too skinny said I've got fatter. Fatter leh. I hope more people start saying fitter and not bigger. So anyway, today was bad. Performance during training was bad. I can't pull away from the T1s. My strokes were all over the place and I couldn't control my breathing as I continued. I need to maintain compusure and pull harder and longer strokes. Crap. This race is me against myself, I'm so afraid to push above the limit. Pol-ite, it's possible. |
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| Be this. |
[Oct. 14th, 2008|12:16 pm] |
Humility
the quality of not being proud because you are aware of your bad qualities.
It has got to stay this way. |
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| Pictures |
[Oct. 11th, 2008|11:57 pm] |
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Lobby4 - Yi Peng @ Starbucks again.
Raise eyebrows*
 
Not forgetting Scarlett who didn't wanna act cool with us.
Hi, I am Jerrold, I'm very clever and not forgetting, I love being fat.
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BWAhahahah.
Have a thousand more pictures in Jerrold's phone that won't come anytime soon. A lot of cool ones lor. sianz
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Still in the Hari Raya mood. Went visting with Yusri's family again, this time to his Uncle's house and their 'going to be' in laws. Best thing was, Yusri's Brothers' best friends' child and cousins came along.
So CUTE. This girl here is their daughter, she's mixed of Malay and Chinese and she can speak, english, malay and chinese!
ahhhhh! Get excited and jump around screaming your balls out.
Attention is on the kids anyway.
Despite them being so rowdy, they were very good girls and boy, listening to their aunt/mum. I think she's damn power, able to control them so well at the same time have so much fun with them.
YAHHHH!
Alrighty, sleep time!
I have blogged! omg!
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| people who don't understand |
[Oct. 7th, 2008|03:08 pm] |
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| | bored | ] |
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| | some team presenting. | ] |
"Pain is temporary. It may last a minute, or an hour, or a day, or a year, but eventually it will subside and something else will take its place. If I quit, however, it last forever."
-Lance Armstrong |
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| ohmygod.............! |
[Oct. 5th, 2008|09:26 pm] |
Competition's a day before and maybe also on my birthday so, sorry to those who were already planning a surprise, Ill be busy sleeping, resting and recovering. Sorry life, I have abandoned you. At least, I still have Yusri here with me, also striving hard in this journey. Thank God I'm improving, for not making me too sick, for happiness and satisfaction. Pol-ite, here I come!
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Happy 5th month(in advance) baby!
Celebrated it today after training, we went Botanic Gardens!
Click to enlarge lah, it's a little distorted just like that.
So, the best thing I did was that I forgot to bring my camera, so smart. Had to use the camera of Yusri's K810i. Anyway, he got me sandals as a gift this time round. Thank You Baby! Love it. I'm tired now... Sleep! |
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| Selamat Hari Raya. |
[Oct. 2nd, 2008|09:34 am] |
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| | silence... | ] |
Went visiting with Yusri's family and the experience was fun. I learnt more about their culture, so fun and I got green packets = money!! :D Love Yusri!
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| hate it when you try. |
[Oct. 1st, 2008|11:14 pm] |
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just dislike with no particular reason.
"just dislike her"
fuck you. |
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| d80 baby. |
[Sep. 26th, 2008|10:40 pm] |
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Mos Burger!
Yummy!
>.<
Hmmm..
Tskune Burger without onions.
Eye lash. My extended ones. Will blog about that soon. :)
Closeup
Hello Yusri, you look so fine today. I love you so much, nothing less.
:B
And here are the kittens found under Yusri's block.
Mother Cat has 8 lovely kittens.
One is yawning, so adorable!
Squeeze!
Chairs
Chairs
Boy touching.
Let the reason be Love.
Sucking milkkkk.
Baby 3 is still alive!
Duh.
*Bites fingernails*
Shy.
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1 star course held tomorrow at Kallang. Bye Fabulous Lashes :(. Hello Dirty water. :( x 2 |
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| move it! |
[Sep. 24th, 2008|03:26 pm] |
There is no logic in passion. When it is passion that is the drving force behind our actions, no obstacle is too high, no path is too rough, no goal is too far away. Passion is what moves our life, what fills it with colors and what softens all the contrasts.
Jia You Everyone! |
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| gone |
[Sep. 22nd, 2008|11:17 pm] |
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There were more than 20 girls, today, I'm left with 8. Please, don't go anymore. |
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| i'll remember you, my partner. |
[Sep. 21st, 2008|02:56 pm] |
The first day, the impression of you being minah.
The first trials, we talked as we were one of the only girls in the group.
The first water training, we exchanged T1 and T2.
The first time trial, you got a timing better than me,
determined to win you.
The first time we got on a K2, so excited, we were determined to get out.
The first time on K1, so crazy capsizing.
All the laughter, fun and pain we pushed on.
The first time you said you want to quit Canoe in the toilet, I thought you were joking. Champagne.
The last time at land training, 5kg bench press on each side, accomplished and happy.
The last time on the water, we were competing 500m.
Jia You Baky, In everything. :D |
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| hiatus |
[Sep. 15th, 2008|10:04 pm] |
Because my life is all about paddling now. Preparing for POL-ITE. I'm going to give my all. Gold or Silver, come to me! I can do this and it's full speed now. No pain, No gain & Nothing worth doing is ever easy. So, sorry friends if I'm even more detached from all of you. Hope you guys understand. :) ciaos for now. |
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| $ |
[Sep. 12th, 2008|10:51 pm] |
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Money, money, money. It'll never be enough. Happy with the days' shopping, hopefully there's more of this for me. Thank God for giving me a job. Thanks Yus too. Anyway, I'm going on a Hiatus! Bye!
SHE IS SO HOT. I LOVE HER. |
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| because we were meant for each other |
[Sep. 9th, 2008|10:18 pm] |
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| | bedroom | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | bored | ] |
Yeah we've had our ups and down
But we've always worked them out
Am I ever glad we've got this far now
Still I'm lying here tonight
Wishing I was by your side
Cause when I'm not there enough
Nothing feels right
So I'm coming back to show you that
I'll love you the rest of my life |
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| A break. |
[Sep. 8th, 2008|11:17 pm] |
First week of school seemed the most tiring. Have never been so enthusiastic, not. I can't get used to my Facilitators, they are widely categorised under the very wide spectrum of what a facilitator can be. Either too boring, too demanding, etc. Man, I miss W24L. I'm drained mentally and physically, I guess I'll take a break tomorrow with love. A drive to push me forward now, where is it?
Nothing worth doing is ever easy.
Got this phrase from Gerald. I think it so makes sense to every aspect in life, motivational.
K1 on Saturday and Sunday. Saturday was bad, couldn't even get out of the pontoon but on Sunday, Coach said I looked pretty good in it. Well, I've got to aim to perfecting my balance, probably I will need to do more abs exercise. Got to do well for K2 too, jia you Baky! Jia you Yusri too! Stroke, remember, your strokes(eat more too).
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| to bee banana |
[Sep. 6th, 2008|10:33 pm] |
Thanks for making my day great one, happy 4 months dearest! Thanks for the clip, it's heart-warming and really sincere, I hope my gifts made you happy too! :)
Bay, thanks for loving, I love you too. |
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| Fasting Boy |
[Sep. 4th, 2008|03:56 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | W35M | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | happy | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Science Facilitator | ] |
haha. So cuteeeeeeeee.
It's damn sad I can't kiss you throughout the day and worse if you're working.
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| new class, new people, new friends |
[Sep. 3rd, 2008|10:11 pm] |
 Drawn by Chris.
And here we go again, meeting new people, introduction, and possibly new friends. :) I'll never find similar persons like Scarlett, Jerrold, Christina or anyone else, and it's not that I want to. But look, at the wide diversity of the different people out there, so much to know, so much to find out, the limitations cannot be drawn, and that's one of the beauties in life. My new classmates, those in my team today are rather nice and friendly people, thank God. Well, I hope it wouldn't turn out like W24L, sickening. lol. Still, I miss the 8 of us, go kukus!
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Bought a new pair of yellow kungfu shoes, and I'm still waiting to use my Adizero Breezeeeeeeeeee on saturday. |
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| how it is |
[Sep. 2nd, 2008|01:25 am] |
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anger to a splitting headache then bursting into tears and i'll be just fine.
has it got to this way again and again? |
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